Isn't it just my luck I am born like this? Or perhaps more accurate, have a compulsion to suffer due to my mother's anxiety cum psychosis? I cannot even tell what my physical chemistry professor is saying... physical chemistry is my favorite subject and I am fairly competent at it, not subjective but objective. Due to all the isolation and my temporal lobe epilepsy , I am having hard time understanding what others say when I am outside, which thanks to my mother is never more than a few hours.