Started off the day with a cheap matinee movie with friends that got me laughing. Laughing is always a good thing Also got my favorite bubble tea as a treat. I am generally still feeling really angry/irritable today, worse than yesterday, and like I almost want to tear off my skin at some points. Again, not over anything, just an inner mental and physical discomfort. Want to punch walls and things to let out the agitation, but have not yet. So, this is possibly getting worse each day off the Lamotrigine, and I really hope this is just a discontinuation type thing, because I am now worried maybe I was more stable on it actually. Too soon to tell I guess. Back to distracting myself from how I feel if possible.