So I was diagnosed with Cyclothymia. I notice that certain songs define my different episodes. On a Plain or lithium by Nirvana somehow describe how I feel when I’m going through a hypomanic episode. I feel euphoric and filled with grandiose, and I even imagine the song in my head when I’m going through an episode, one draw back is I get very easily irritable during an episode and the crash is terrible. I’ll either go back to normal or I go from feeling super creative and motivated to losing interest in stuff I useally love doing, I feel unmotivated and my self esteem is terrible and I end up getting depressed and the song hurt by Nine Inch Nails really defines my depressive episodes.