Thank you nowheretorun and spirtual_emergency. Last night was not a good one I was fighting with my parents and under alot of pressure. I made it through with just a minor breakdown..this brought about some good and bad things. My parents realized something was wrong and agreed to find a thearpist..unfortunatly they think I'm making up my problems with hallucanations and parinoa. My mom keeps making fun of me for it and makes snide comments to my dad everytime I leave the room about how I'm overacting to stuff and how I'm doing it just for attention. That really hurts me because I have rarely lied to my parents in my 18 years of life and have never faked an illness...or done anything to make her belive such anything. I'm trying to explain to them that stress and their constant explosive fighting makes things worse for me but they don't belive me. I'm glad I'm getting help though and I want to give thanks to everyone who has helped me gather courage to do so..this place is amazing and it is so great to have a support group to turn to.