i did the best i could at the clinics and hospitals..
i fought all the lousy things that were going on...
i refused to see drug reps....i refused to see patients q15mins..
i was a problem doctor....and i took the high ground..
but my mental illness was not pretty...it makes me very sad
that i suffered so much...but i saw and see so many people suffering more
than i did...i feel very sorry for depressed people...i wish i could help more..

i will try to help right now------
i believe that we are not eating healthy..
and we are not having healthy physical activity...
and we are relying too much on psych meds...
and our brains are taking a beating for 2 reasons---
we are not getting the micronutrients that our brain needs
and the psych drugs when taken too long are damaging
our brain...

maybe i can makeup for all the things i didn't know before...
i must speak out for then it will help me feel a little better...