Dear readers,

There is something that is bothering for a very very long time which I have to share on this forum, I hope I found the adequate section to post this...

Since I was little I always have been apathic. I never wanted to help or do chores at home. I always lived in my own bubble. I never paid attention to anything unless it was important Or if I would get something in return. I am 25 years now and I have still this problem. I do have to admit that I've been a brat sometimes but I have always been educated and raised correctly. My parents just did not know why I did not have any motivation. I found it still hard to find motivation in doing anything, except for my career or things that I like. I am easily bored and can't find inner peace in doing anything. I prefer to live in my own bubble. Is ought help for this but it didn't work because I was afraid to admit it. Now that I see my cousins with 10 years having an adult attitude, I feel ashamed of myself.

Does someone has any suggestions? Thanks in advance

Kind regards,