So I have a physical coming up for my new job. I’m already nervous because I have two herniated discs but I have to lift 50lbs. But I’m also nervous because I’m supposed to list what medications I’m on. I’m extremely nervous about this because last year when I listed my meds the dr made me get extra clearance from my psychiatrist I felt very discriminated against. I’m most worried about listing haldol. What do you think I should do? Do you think I should list them or just pretend I’m not on any meds? Or maybe just list depakote and lamictal because those could be used for depression? I feel like depression is a less discriminated against dx. I don’t know. I don’t want anything to interfere with the training for this job. If I don’t pass my physical Thursday or need extra clearance I won’t be able to start next Monday. Then I’ll have to do training starting sept 4, but it will be at night. I don’t know what I would do for childcare.

I feel like if I’m not honest and they find out they might fire me, but I also can’t imagine how they would find out. They’re going to drug test me but I don’t think any of those drugs show up in a regular drug test. I’m not on any benzos.

I don’t know. I’m leaning toward omitting the haldol but listing the other two. I don’t know. I just don’t want anything to interfere with this job! I need it so badly.

What do you think?