I've posted another thread describing how I've felt detached and disconnected. Right now I keep having delusions, at the mass at church today I felt like God was telling me to eat people from the passage the Baptist was reading, encouraging that eating and drinking his blood was good. I felt suspicious of the Baptist and that a government affiliated cult was planting these cannibalistic intrusive thoughts I've had lately in my head and that the Baptist was one of them, trying to convince me to eat people. I've also been having demonic thoughts, though they've somewhat subdued. I don't have any hallucinations, which I'm thankful of. I'm not entirely convinced its real but my mind feels like its trying to convince me it is, and I don't trust my thoughts. I'm going to be seeing a psychologist soon, is this possibly a mental illness? Should I tell them about this? I'm scared and I feel disconnected, trapped, and deluded. Please help :|