I’m going to be completely alone for the first time in my life for half the time. I’m terrified. I fear I’m going to sink into debilitating depression. I have an emotional disorder.

Divorcing my husband who I love because I have an emotional disorder that rears its ugly head in trying to be married to him, as he won’t meet my needs and continually gaslights me about it, I am also having to lose my son for half the time and be completely alone in this stupid, suburb, bedroom community with nothing to do.

I’m trying to be healthy. I am supposed to focus on my job and work. I will try. But I’m very depressed about all this. I am being brave. I am trying to do the right thing. It’s hard.