I SH'ed for the first time since June and I cut more than I normally do .It was right after I was talking on skype to my sister and my father walked into the room to take the phone of her. One comment from him just calling me a ***** sent me spiraling. I wanted to go deeper, and my thoughts were I want to die- but it was the idea of getting stitches from doctors at the teaching hospital where I was likely to run into some who has taught me put me off. If I had pills I would overdose.

I wish I never emailed you in the first place. I see the woman in an hour and 3 mins because I've already paid her and after that no more therapy.