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Now I know most patients think but it's only for me... but yet, they might have a full case load... and that might mean 20 patients a week.

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Sky I hear ya, that is probably why I'm feeling needy. I totally get my T's workload and need to protect her personal life. I also am very much interested in disciplining myself and learning to deal with my inability to express myself and effectively utilize my therapist's time. However, it is obvious that my desire to communicate at times strong enough to click the send button.

I think my awareness of potential workload is one reason I am struggling and feeling guilty about my actions. Then again, clicking the print button and tossing my letter in my file doesn't seem too unreasonable. Maybe there is more to it.