Ran a lot again this morning. I think I'm a bit hypomanic as well because I did a ton more than usual yesterday and even this morning. I had to drop off cable/internet supplies because of a provider switch and did get myself a frappucino (nonfat though) and panini at Starbucks for lunch and managed them both, even if they did mess up and give me a different panini than the one I ordered. I did an online complaint to Starbucks though; they are crediting my card back for the faulty order, so that's OK.
My husband went back to work today (teaches high school). My daughter will start 5th grade on Wednesday. Hopefully, I will do OK with breakfast and lunch while home by myself during the day. I have a lot of projects I want to do, but one of them is liable to be somewhat triggering - going through my clothes. My drawers are stuffed and out of order and closet packed, I really need to do it, try on some stuff, see if it fits or not. I'm so much smaller now though. I really haven't decided what to do with the clothes that are too big. Hang on to them, assuming I get back to my healthy weight, or get rid of them and buy new clothes when that time comes?
Now I feel guilty about all the calories in the food & drink though
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
Last edited by Blueberrybook; Aug 13, 2018 at 01:20 PM.
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