Yikes, sorry I can't help you. That bad, I'd probably have to go IP, at least see your pdoc or therapist.

I am fortunate in the fact that I've only had a couple of episodes with psychotic features, and one of them I'm not sure counts since I was high on pain meds & in severe pain after emergency surgery; it wasn't voices though, but hallucinations that lasted on again, off again for 2-3 days (still there between sleep and wake). Another time, I couldn't distinguish what was reality and what was not and kept telling people I didn't know if what I was seeing or saying was real (it was, I just couldn't tell it at the time). I had hallucinations another time, but that was an accidental double take of my morning meds, so that doesn't really count either. I don't really hear voices. A lot of the time, I hear birds singing where there are none to be found, but that is not really intrusive or scary.