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Old Aug 13, 2018, 01:32 PM
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Originally Posted by 251turnaround View Post
Hi all.

I've been dealing with some weird scary thoughts lately. The other night at work I got the idea in my head that my bosses were trying to have me killed by sending me to an aisle to pick up something. It was a really strange request. I knew something was up. I went the other way around and looked down the aisle to find no box. To make matters worse, I felt like the music was telling me to stay away from my bosses as they were dangerous. I tried my best to avoid them until my shift was over. Something was up and I didn't like it. Then yesterday I felt like customers were spying on me, watching my movements.

It's really scary and I want it to go away but I don't know how. There has to be some coping strategies for these thoughts, right? I try reminding myself it's not real but it's really difficult.
That sounds so scary, I am sorry you are dealing with this. It seems a little more serious then the intrusive thoughts like I have had, because sounds like there could psychosis involved. Please be careful and talk to your doctor. I think it is too much to handle on your own. Are you alone? Maybe being around people you trust right now could be grounding and help keep you safe until you can get some help.