For some reason today T, I am really scared to see you today. And I had a dream about you last night that you were so caring and loving. Really strange since I don't usually have dreams like that. I know we are going to talk about something for what will probably be the entire session and don't want to talk about it. I don't know if that's what's making me scared, or is it a feeling of dread?

(I almost feel physically sick and I don't know why. It shouldn't be feeling this bad)