Good, I am glad you are with people. I don't want to try to do any diagnosing as I am not qualified of course, but it sounds like you are experiencing some paranoia/delusions, so maybe you are having the early signs and could take care of it before you lose insight. Or at least see if you can find out what is going on with the help of a professional. Psychosis or not it sounds very distressing and like you need support. Do you usually not trust your pdoc, and has he said you are making things up before? You should be able to trust him, and if you cannot that sounds like a problem that could affect your care. Any chance you are feeling less trusting of people in general right now?