Well today I am feeling okay, and wondering what all the fuss was about in my mind recently. I stayed up all night working on my paper and finished the draft. I have been trying to do it for a week and couldn't focus, so I feel accomplished. I know I shouldn't stay up all night, but I feel calm and not agitated today or anything. I also got to meet my mentors for my new job, and see the office. The office has big windows so I will get sunlight, my mentors seem nice, and a schedule should be good for me. And it looks like I will be able to get away and see my pdoc still without much problem. That is a huge relief, because I didn't want to have to reschedule my next appointment or anything.