I have some trauma because of my very bad fall about 8 years ago I had a very bad fall I hit my head on our entertainment center glass was everywhere ,I was bleeding so hard the back of my head was so bloody and my shirt was covered with blood.I ended up in a nursing home for about a month,the people there were so uncaring and rude.They had to put staples in my head.I never felt a darn thing.It was awful I had to learn how to walk all over again,even when I was in the hospital I had fallen they got this huge machine to try to help me get up and I kept on falling down,they got very mad at me.One time I almost slip and fell in the shower good thing a nurse was there with me.I had a couple of gagging spells and a nurse came in with a pan she threw it at me and said use this.My shrink told me my fall could be very well why I have yelling spells.I am bipolar too.and a mood disorder.It gets to be very frustrating because I dont know from one minute to the rest what my mood will be even though I take meds for it.Use to be on Depakote but it made me feel worse .Now I am on trilpetol.