T - c/o Edinburgh Castle

I was thinking about how you said you're an 'arachnophile' on Thursday, and how lovely that was to me, and then I went and looked at my secret list of all the interesting words and lovable things you say, and now my heart is aching a little bit.

I think I would like you a lot even if it weren't for all the transference and attachment bollocks. I know I would.

You never talk about family, and I'm glad of that, but sometimes you mention your friends. I think you have a lot of friends. I'm jealous of them.

I miss you... my stomach hurts now.