>..LMo ,,,, You have been a member here for awhile ,,, so I feel I probabley could not contribute anymore than has been written here in the threads of this forum .......

I can say Something about the missing part from my own perspective though ...

... As your Brother has ,,, I went the way of no ,, no ,, not yet , . And that went to some of the bad things I had done in my years .... ,,, And realized he cared his own way ,,, but really did the care ,,, rather than spoke it .

Then there was a time that I could close my eyes ,,, and see his face ,,, Drown out my mind ,,, and hear his voice .

Followed by a time of nothing .

And now almost 22 years later >>>>> ,,,, I can see his face again .

Odd thing that,,,,, . W E Feel. And to Each their Own >>>>. ,,,,,,,,,,,, ONE SIZE DOES NOT FIT ALL .