I've been dealing with a lot from having a preemature baby, the death of my fiance's father, relationship issues, trust issues, not liking my fiance's family, etc. Sometimes I feel like just running away, I'm so desperately wanting to fix my relationship, I just don't know how, I hate it feels like the one man I truly love is growing distant. But we both are and if sucks. I want to keep my family together. We rushed into things, we haven't been together a full year and already have a baby. It's a lot to take in. Sometimes I get he needs space but our communication is being non existent. It sucks.