My eating disorder has been dormant for awhile, until recently. I'm kind of obsessed with counting calories and note that in an app I have installed on my phone. My therapist is also worried that I am falling back into eating disorder habits (today was the first time I shared with her my story). I'm way under what I should be eating. Grr....I hate the little voice in my head that influences my habit. For the most part, I eat relatively healthy and go to the gym. Today, was the first day in quite some time I actually ran. It was nice.
I'm hoping I can find a loophole through this and not get sucked back into where I was 4 years ago.