i guess it is what it is....
I try every day to fix THE PAST...
I try to package it and put it away...
but I have not been been able to change anything...
it just is...I have not been able to leave it behind...
it was so messy...I try to clean it up...but I can't..
I have a mental illness..i am depressed...
but today I am still alive...I have been very fortunate..
I don't want to die...I want to feel good...
I will go to the library..