I would agree that you are in the numb stage. My dad and I didn't always have the best relationship either, except for his last year or two, but it will be 9 years Aug. 1 and I miss him every single day and wish I could share with him all the good things that have happened in my life since then.

But, it took me awhile (a few months at least) after he died to get my brain around the idea that he really was gone for good.

(((((((LMo))))))))