thank you for your concern everyone...
i think im just gonna quit meds though. they dont completely work... i dont want to wait either.
cuz no matter how doped up on meds i am, life is still too stressfull.
i cant stand the drive to and from work, i hate my job,...
between working full time and attending college, i dont have time to breathe!
its so hard to keep up with everything, and i kill myself everyday to do it, all the housework in itself can be overwhelming!
so %#@&#! it. nothings ever gonna get better for me, so taking the meds is a pathetic waste of time and causes pointless liver damage with no benefit whatsoever.
what i really need is more hours in a day. who the hell came up with this measly 24 hours anyway?!!