Hi
Not posted on the site for a while.

I have social anxiety and I'm a serial job quitter. I feel like I don't fit anywhere and no one wants me around. I actually feel really tired of running away and want to try and improve.

In second week of new job and have been hanging on by my nails to try and push through my emotions.

I get so stressed having to make small talk, although I do try and push myself to try.

Very paranoid about being judged and the way I come across. My brain either freezes or I blurt out something stupid.

Still hanging in there though as I know these things take time and hopefully I will settle in eventually.