Hi

Just wanted to post as I'm a serial quitter too. It's got pretty bad over the last few years. I'm good on paper and at interview and then I fall apart when I start the job.

The last job I stayed in for 10 months was great, as I started at the same time as a few other people, so felt like I had a buddy to get through it.

My anxiety has been off the chart again due to starting a new job. I've been wanting to run for the hills, but I'd like to stop running away and put down some roots for a while.

I've been trying meditation - just a few mins to help me try and re-focus. Sometimes just doing a few deeps breaths and concentrating on my feet. It kinds of takes the head rush away. I've also been listening to some hypnotherapy and affirmations videos on youtube and have felt a little braver to try and chat to people. I still take myself off on my own at lunchtime to recharge my batteries, as having to make more small talk with people would finish me off

I hope you find something you enjoy again. It is out there so don't give up hope.

Take care