I just wanted to say that I've been having a really hard time with life but things are starting to seem a little better. I actually feel legitimately happy now at times. I've just been going out and doing certain things that I wanna do and it helps me feel better. I'm still angry sometimes but I'm starting to feel better. A little more calm. Sometimes I worry about where my life is going and I worry that I'm gonna end up in a bad place and I'm gonna have a terrible and sad life. But I feel better than I did and I hope things will get better.