You know it has been over two months now since my mom's passing and I am still having a hard time coping >I have her picture near me.I miss her still two weeks before she passed away she didnt want to talk to anyone including me.She was 90 had no desire to live anymore still.I am just glad the last couple of words she heard from me I love you mom.I wouldnt want her dying not knowing her daughter didnt love her