my T has been out supposedly sick with strep throat for 2 months i am once again suppose to call her tomorrow to see if she will be well enough to be in the office thursday. you would think she could call me to let me know if she will be out . anyway i cant do this anymore . i was going to go in and tell her to here face that i am done but if she says she isnt going to be in again thursday i am going to just tell her on the phone that i am no longer going to see her . i cant handle the not knowing if she is going to be there for me or not . it hurts and i think it would be best for me to pull off the band aid so to speak .no more of this ill be there and oh im going to be out for the next month ,oh that was drastic call wed to see if ill be in the office ,i think ill be ok . etc....on and on for 2 months . i dont have any connection or trust anymore . im not sure ill even be able to talk to her anymore anyway . i cared about her.