Put on a pretty shirt I rediscovered in my closet this morning. I was going to wear it today while my daughter & I visited my sister & my 3 nieces. Before leaving, I caught a glipsme of my back (double mirrors in our bedroom). The shirt had a cutout in the back, and I looked and thought, "OMG, if I wear that, my sister will totally freak out." Because yeah, you could tell I was obviously way, way too thin. I've got to start gaining or even maintaining at this point. I'm lucky I not having other problems; still have my period (started my cycle today), no hair loss, fainting, dizziness, weakness, heart problems, etc. But I'm really starting to get freak-out thin.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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