i made a decision! i decided that i'm not going to be "bipolar" anymore.
im just going to sink into the dark back alleys of society. im tired of trying to wear a mask that is "socially" acceptable! my own standards of myself are set so high that i will never be satisfied with myself anyway. so i decided to spare myself the trouble.
i have indulged in the effort to gain my composure for too long, and my time is up.
so if you see me tending bar next time you visit los angeles, don't be surprised.
beauty and brains are no match for the indescriminate destruction of bipolar disorder.