I was asleep, now I'm awake.

My mom is away this week so I'm dogsitting. I also have to care for about 150 monarch caterpillars and chyrsalis. That takes 1.5-2 hours per day most days. And I took on all these other responsibilities.

Monday was supposed to be therapy day but my car battery was dead because I left the hatchback open for days.

Today I went to help my sister with my nieces so she could get some work done today so I took my PRN Nuvigil and got my blood drawn and then went down (2 hours), had a great time with perfectly behaved kids and then their dad got home and was stressed which changed the dynamic to stressed, whiny, fighting kids. So instead of coming back to take care of caterpillars, release butterflies, water plants and walk the dogs I stayed longer than planned then drove 2 hours home and didn't do those things.

Tomorrow I have to get up and release butterflies and change milkweed and give clean bedding. Then I can finally spend a few minutes with my cats before meeting my brother and his girlfriend (who I'm not sure I like) to go to a wildlife preserve thing near here. I"m hoping she doesn't stress me out.

But this is just too big of a week. I'm tired and stressed and can't settle down because I'm afraid I'll fail somewhere.