Just met with potential new T. She was alright.

She's not you. I don't think I can do this.

I f***ing miss you.

You didn't say whether you'll be checking your email while you're away.

It doesn't matter, there's nothing really to say anyway. I just want to check that you still exist. Do you still exist?

Are you 'holding [me] in mind'? Maybe you'll think of me if you see a cat... everyone else seems to.

F***. I feel terrible. I miss you. This sucks.