Awww Justy, I am so sorry. I dont know what to say, but I am sorry you are going through this. Don't feel bad about going to your dr, you know he is not like the dentist, your dr does care about you and he must understand that it is difficult for you. From what you have said, he is a great dr and I am glad you have him. It isn't a dumb post at all. It's no wonder that how your dentist treated you triggered you, since he acted most unprofessionally. I hope you find some relief from seeing your dr tomorrow.