Dear New T...
I really need you to be a good T. I need you to help me with the loss of my second T. I need you to be patient. Kind. Thoughtful. I need you to help me. I need to be able to trust you. To confide in you. To open up to you. I need you to not be uncomfortable with silences. I need you to help me with the SH and not freak out. And don't ignore it. I need you to be almost as good of a T as my second T. I'm taking a big risk with you. I don't want to get attached to you. I don't want to love you like I love my second T. I need you to be good enough.