T,
I think the session went well, although I for some reason don't remember a lot of it. Of course, what I just remembered was when we were talking about how long I have been in therapy. It quickly entered my mind about ten minutes ago. And then my next thought was, is he trying to hint that I have been in therapy too long? You've told me time and time again that it is okay for me to stay as long as I need. Intellectually, I know that you aren't kicking me out. But my emotions are so strong that it totally clouds my intellect. I think that I have an infinite number of neural connections that are connected and all lead to my abandonment fears.

me