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Old Aug 15, 2018, 08:03 PM
half_awakexx half_awakexx is offline
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Managed to make it to the gym this morning. I did about half an hour of cardio (all that I could really give). My app on my phone keeps reminding me to track my meals for the day. I haven't eaten much. The eating disorder part of my brain is cheering me on and the other part is telling me that I need to cut it out. It's hard. I finally weighed myself this morning and wasn't too thrilled with the scale. It seems when I drop one self-destructive habit I go for another one (ie: drinking). This is almost similar to the time 4 years ago when I stopped drinking and eventually stopped eating.

On a positive note, I got a lot of things done today. I went to the DMV to license my vehicle, helped move items for my parent's garage sale this week and went to the dentist. Today was my day off from work which was nice. I was able to relax and enjoy some down time this evening.