Hi! I am sorry how you are feeling. I go through the same thing. Even after being diagnosed 11 yrs ago, I still fight with this. I feel all the time that there is me and then there is the rest of the world. I try to put myself in other peoples' shoe and figure out what life is like. Even when I start to get close to a few people the anxiety of a social situation stirs me up. I can really relate to feeling so alone. My therapist tries to comfort and reassure me. For me the best help I have had is talking to others like me and trying to get through it the best I can. It does help to know I am not alone in this.