OMG, our finances are so bad we are looking at losing our house. We have no savings left, and we won't be able to pay all the bills next month on just my husband's teaching salary (which puts us in a tax bracket too high to receive aid; I've tried). I am so anxious and depressed, I don't know what we'll do. I hate having the future up in the air like this. I think I am in a mixed episode or just a really horrible day. My husband is very depressed about all this too, and that makes it so hard for us to put on a happy face for my daughter who just started 5th grade yesterday.
I do not know what we are going to do. I am hopeless.
I am crying now & so panicky & anxious. I hate this, I really do.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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