This day is so horrible.
I wish that stupid perforated ulcer had killed me or that I had died in surgery.
I'm so pathetic. I can't hold a job. No company even interviews me anymore, being 40 with no work history or usable skills except an old M.S. that overqualifies me for everything.
I hate myself so much. I should have died and wish I had 
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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