Thank You!-- I sent him an emoji blowing him a kiss, he came back right away with Snoopy doing a happy dance, made me feel better, then I messaged that we can get through this. I'm not mad that he didn't tell me, I perfectly understand why he didn't. And maybe his feelings for me helped trigger this episode on top of the heavy load at work. He knew this would happen eventually, he made a couple comments in the past as to how I should not care for him too much, then would say he was just being goofy. Right now I need support in getting through this since he wants minimal to no contact with me until it's over. My friends are very cautious about supporting me in wanting to stay with him. When he gets back on track, I will need help-I'm sure-with understanding how/why he feels about medications and other treatments. He is still working, he works alone at his job, I'm sure that helps. I know nothing of the newer meds, I do understand why a person would not want to take the older ones though. And I respect him for not wanting close contact right now, he said some awful hurtful and bizarre things to me! Now those things mean nothing, I know they weren't meant. Thank you again!!