No, it's not just the weekend. I think it's also the end of the month getting closer and not knowing what we can do.

Every job I've had, I have never lasted long due to bipolar, and besides, now I'm getting close to freak-out skinny, I don't know any employer who would want to take that on. Though I do think if the financial situation would be better, so would the weight situation.

I am in a really, really bad place right now.