Dear Rapunzel, As I was reading your post it really hit home with me as my goat just had babies (3-one was breach and died)...and all of the other stuff you mentioned I just began to pray for you, for His peace to just fall upon you and that you would feel the shelter of his loving arms around you. We men have a bad reputation for trying to fix everything when we should just offer our love...and our support, you definitly have mine, God Bless