I have thought that I misreported the symptoms. I figured out earlier that I am BP. At least this was what I thought. So by the time I met my first pdoc, I was aware of all the symptoms. I thought I managed to outwit three experienced professions without meaning to. I am now beginning to remember instances in my past where I find solid examples that pertain to some of the symptoms of BP. These were the symptoms I felt were missing which meant I actually may not have BP. This really surprised me. Earlier I was not remembering this part of my history.