<font color="red"> (((((((((((((Kiya)))))))))))))) </font>

Congratulations on three days!

You're probably thinking, "Three days isn't much" ... but I know you are trying and that, Kiya, is the important thing to remember! You are trying. When you try your best, nobody can ask more of you.

Look at it this way, please. Count the number of days (say in the last 6 months) you were strong ... deduct the number of days you weren't as strong as you'd have liked and, in an instant of such pain you couldn't think of anything else to do, resorted to SI. What number is larger? Are you stronger ... or weaker?

I know I'm an "outsider" but I can see things you ... many of You ... don't and/or can't see. I see the <font color="red"> strength </font> it takes to have those <font color="red"> strong </font> days! I see strong people who have a weak instant, I never see weak people.

<font color="red"> (((((((((((((Kiya)))))))))))))) </font> Keep up the good work, you're a whole lot stronger than you think you are!

God bless you and keep you safe ...

GoodMama