I got in trouble at work by my manager for not reporting my absence on Tuesday in a timely manner. I kind of wish they'd fire me because I'd be so relieved, but I know I need a job. I don't know what's wrong with me but I can't bring myself to be productive. I can barely get out of bed in the morning. It's too early in the year to let things go. Maybe I'm just not cut out for the working world. Am I lazy or mentally ill? I don't know anymore.