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I'm praying for you, Sweety... Alton has the right idea. I agree with him in prayer. Allow God to sort things for you and get rid of those things you don't need to concern yourself with.
I had a goat that I had to put down myself. Her name was Blessings and she lived up to her name in every respect. I hope to see her again some day.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.