lol Don't mind me. I've been raving about this Pattern thing for years. I still remember the precise moment I cracked, in fact. It was like perceiving in the theater of the mind's eye something I perhaps wasn't meant to, and now it's stuck. And so it festers and comes out dysfunctionally. To quote Pink Floyd...

"I've always been mad, I know I've been mad, like the most of us... very hard to explain why you're mad, even if you're not mad..."


How can one not be after staring too far into the future for too long?