I have noticed that my PMDD symptoms have decreased a lot since I got the Ativan prescription. I haven’t missed a day of work due to it in a year. I used to miss at least one day a week while dealing with PMS. I’m not even taking the Ativan. It helps just to know I have it if I need it. Maybe it’s not all the Ativan, but it does seem like it’s a big part of it.

I’m still stressing about this new Dr. I had a weird dream about him last night. I also don’t want to pay for the $88 assessment. I just had one in March. I don’t know why they would do one again.

But I’m hoping if I tell him that it has legitimately eased my symptoms, and that I do rarely take it, that he would continue prescribing it. Plus I don’t even need a refill right now. I possibly won’t need one until next year.